A Ton of Bricks

Yeah, so I didn't realize that I do most of my eating in the late afternoon and evening. I am NOT going to lie. It wasn't easy. I always try to mentally prepare myself for things that I know are going to be tough and I feel like I did a great job. It really is all my  mind. I caught myself standing in front of the fridge staring aimlessly as if I were lost.

 I was so focused on getting my meals on time, that I forgot to thaw something out for the rest of the family. When I went to pick up the husband from work, he suggested pizza. (which is a familiar dinner for us when things are last minute) I thought, I could hang...and I did, but not without a misty eyed farewell to one of my favorite foods. You would have thought somebody killed my dog, but no. It was just a very personal fat moment for me. lol



 I know this is only the first day, but I'm in it to WIN it! I want to feel good. I want my kids to be able to say,"Mom, lets play!" without me breathing hard trying to keep up. I am stubborn to the point that I would still play with my kids even though I'm having a mild heart attack. My husband signed us up for the gym tonight, but my coach says wait 3 weeks. I'm exhausted from this day. I just ate my last snack and I am going to bed. Well, in my head I'm going to bed. I still have the kids to put down. Sometimes, I wish there was a gentle dart gun to use in case of emergency sleep times. I love my kids, don't get me wrong! That dart gun would come in handy though. Anyways, all in all. Great day! I didn't have any flubs, I didn't kill anybody, and I didn't make one mistake!...Ooohhhh steak! All right time to hit the hay.Still working on the signing out. Have a good night and a pleasant tomorrow. <<<stole that one :)

Guess I'm not the only one thinking they need a tranquilizer gun for toddlers!  ;)