No White Flag Here

It's been awhile. Usually I am good about updating, but my computer has been broken and I don't care very much for the laptop/tablet/or phone. I like my old school, huge pc. I think it's because it is on a desk and the keyboard is bigger. I know you are probably so fascinated with my opinions on computers. lol So shall we move on to my diet.

Yes. I was very upset last week because I lost 2 lbs. I thought to myself, ONLY 2 lbs! I think I was more upset because I cheated, but I'm realizing I'm not always going to lose 5 lbs. every week. I should just be proud that it was in the negative and not the positive. That was weird to say in my head. Anyways, I lost 2 lbs. again this week and yeah I still cheated. I ate a piece of banana cake!

 I was so mad because I was thinking, I should be past all these temptations. I wasn't, but I am getting better. I have to be better about it or I won't see results. Hey, it's hard! I'm still trying to get used to birthday parties, family functions, and just plain not being prepared. It's a hard thing to be some place that the main focus is on FOOD, which like I said in the before is the main focus of every function I go to. My mothers birthday was on Tuesday so I made her a nice dinner and a huge banana cream cake.

 I found the recipe for the cake on pinterest. I know now, that I should stay away from pinterest recipes unless they are within the rules of my diet. I should have not made such a big cake. It was a huge pan full of cake and obviously was going to have leftovers considering it was just my husband, my mom, and me were the only adults. The kids eat cake, but not more than one piece. Moral of the story: Stop trying to bake yummy stuff until you know you can handle.

I am still glad tho that I lost. I'm on a good steady track.