Friday, May 31, 2013

I've Lost my way a little bit, but I'm back

I have hit a bit of a rough patch. I haven't gained anything, but I haven't lost any weight either. I am cheating/going to the gym routinely. So basically I am working out what I am eating/cheating. It's sad, but I'm not going to linger on it. I'm going to have to take responsibility for this hiccup, rather huge burp, in the road. LoL. All my metaphors are out the window because as you can tell, I have been out of it all. I had a really stressful month and an even more stressful type eating. I didn't go off the whole medifast diet, but I wasn't sticking to it like I should be. I am so frustrated when I think of where I could be if I stuck to it, but I have to let that go. Blogging does help. It helps me stay on track and feel accountable to someone or something. I will write more tomorrow and that is a promise. Even if it is a sentence that I am doing okay. I'm going to need to do this. If I want to be successful, I have to keep track. I check my facebook enough, you would think I would come on here. I guess I haven't lately because of the guilt. Anyways, back on the POSITIVE MOTIVATION Train. Leaving Procrastination, Loserville in Stress county. I don't know why I keep coming up with this ridiculous puns? metaphors? craziness. Alrighty, more about this tomorrow. I think I am addicted to shopping too. Ugh, add it to my list of whiny failures that I WON"T BE TALKING ABOUT in my next entry because I'm leaving this crappy town. I was just looking back, but now I'm over it. hahaha sorry if this is very undecipherable. <<<surprised that word didn't give me a little red squiggly line. Ok. Wish me LUCK!

Lily

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