I've Lost my way a little bit, but I'm back

I have hit a bit of a rough patch. I haven't gained anything, but I haven't lost any weight either. I am cheating/going to the gym routinely. So basically I am working out what I am eating/cheating. It's sad, but I'm not going to linger on it. I'm going to have to take responsibility for this hiccup, rather huge burp, in the road. LoL. All my metaphors are out the window because as you can tell, I have been out of it all. I had a really stressful month and an even more stressful type eating. I didn't go off the whole medifast diet, but I wasn't sticking to it like I should be. I am so frustrated when I think of where I could be if I stuck to it, but I have to let that go. Blogging does help. It helps me stay on track and feel accountable to someone or something. I will write more tomorrow and that is a promise. Even if it is a sentence that I am doing okay. I'm going to need to do this. If I want to be successful, I have to keep track. I check my facebook enough, you would think I would come on here. I guess I haven't lately because of the guilt. Anyways, back on the POSITIVE MOTIVATION Train. Leaving Procrastination, Loserville in Stress county. I don't know why I keep coming up with this ridiculous puns? metaphors? craziness. Alrighty, more about this tomorrow. I think I am addicted to shopping too. Ugh, add it to my list of whiny failures that I WON"T BE TALKING ABOUT in my next entry because I'm leaving this crappy town. I was just looking back, but now I'm over it. hahaha sorry if this is very undecipherable. <<<surprised that word didn't give me a little red squiggly line. Ok. Wish me LUCK!

Lily

Struggles Not Getting Me Down

Hello! It's been awhile. I should be on here more often, but it's been a busy couple of weeks. I have been struggling to stay true! I have been cheating more often and it's not even funny. The other week I gained 2 lbs. and I think I'm going to gain more this week because I have been cheating left and right. I am not proud of it, but I'm not giving up either. It's something I know I will have to fight for every day. I am not sure of how much I will gain this time, but I have been going to the gym. I pray that one day, I will not struggle with food. Most of my cheating  is stress eating. Anytime I feel stressed or depressed, I want to stuff my face until I physically don't feel good anymore. It's pretty sad, but it's the truth. I cheat, but then I get right back up on that horse and work out. I just feel like my workouts have turned into working out what I just ate. It's frustrating because I should just eat what I am supposed too. Either way, last week I lost 5 lbs. I pray that I can lose more. Promise to update tomorrow for weigh-in. :) Wish me Luck !!